I haven't written here in awhile but I just wanted to pop in and say that it's not because I'm once again on the descending part of this rollercoaster. I wanted to say no news is good news.....things are the same but I am still hopeful.
I still have nothing concrete. I still have no answers. But.
I do have stirrings.
I do have whispers.
I do have 'maybe'.
I do have prayers.
I do have dreams.
Where I think there should be pain, only love pours out.
I still have love.
