I had just started fasting a month previous to my 'awakening' and since then the truth has come pouring into my life on my fast day. God is giving me so many things I feel the need to share I can get overwhelmed and I can't keep up, and I worry that in my rush to share them as fast as I get them I can't possibly do them justice. But it feels so amazing that something I'm saying is making people think, and that it resonates with what the Holy Spirit is speaking into their lives as well. And the more I'm sharing the truth in my 'virtual life' (my blogs, which although they are not anonymous, make it a little easier to get on the soap box) the easier I find it to share those same truths in real life as well.
I finally understand what it means to have a Purpose Driven life, because my purpose, no matter how little of it I understand, is enough to make me driven, to make me passionate, and it drives me closer to God, so that I can understand more and so I can share more. What an awesome cycle to be caught up in!
I find it hard to imagine being more blessed at this moment. Honestly! In fact, over these last 2 months blogging the truth, I have hardly given one thought to the pursuit of motherhood. And yet I'm still full of so much hope, driven to hope even more. I have so much reason to be full of hope!
