the diary of my pursuit of motherhood-ness

Monday, October 3, 2005

The chase begins

"It is not a slight thing when those so fresh from God love us."- Charles Dickens

Holding a baby erases all doubt (if any ever existed) that there is a God. If there was ever proof of the miraculous, a tiny little life is it. Holding a baby for me is a little slice of heaven, it is the closest thing to being near God, to be able to have in my arms something so recently in His presence.

All my life I knew motherhood was my destiny. I could not fathom any career that I would love more or would not sacrifice to be a mother. It was that dream I chased, the only journey I wanted, my certain destiny. Motherhood was heaven and I would chase it faithfully.

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